Today marked 4 weeks training for me.  It was also the first day that I was allowed to roll!  When the class first started, I was not asked to go with the new students this time.   I was allowed to participate in the actual class! Vlad and I worked on two half-guard sweeps, then everyone started sparring.  I just sat there for a minute not knowing what to do.  I had never be allowed to stay.

Let me just say, I pretty much sucked.  This is what I expected.  I am still too scared that I am going to hurt someone, and found myself appologizing constantly.  I’ve got to get over it.  Also, I had a really hard time remembering what I had learned, and what I can do.  I felt like a retard.  After class, Vlad and I worked together a bit, which is always fun!  The good thing is that even though I sucked hard, I am not discouraged.  And I still love it!